Aspirations

I currently don't have a job besides working with my father in the summer, when I'm in need for money I sell some of my unwanted stuff on ebay or freelance write. I am realistic, I will probably not write a blockbuster by tomorrow, I mostly like writing dramas not hard on a sexual level but of life's perspectives and our humble hard lives. I am having a hard time just writing the scene, not the speaking of the characters but whats going on, the action. I don't know why, but it sucks.